Socialist prayer :)

Our government,
Who art in human realms,
Social democracy be the way,
Thy welfare come, thy socialized health care system
and decent minimum wage.
give us this day,
our public schools, without morning prayer
as we invest in affirmative action
and lead us not not into the private sector,
but deliver us from segregation
for the state is in the power,, the REPUBLIC, and the glory, forever and ever
AMEN

VIVA LA REVOLUCION!!!

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The sound of his voice calms my inner child,
So strong and yet so sweet,
The look of his smile lights up my soul,
causing me to glow from the heat.

His every fibre radiates with sensuality,
love...perfection....he's so elite...
He's so motivated....concentrated....
He'll never know defeat.

He gives me strength I didn't know i had,
Combats my every affliction...
From eating disorders to depression...
Even as far back as addiction!

The panacea to my every disease,
With him i'll never want...
And yet he is so humble!!!
Treats his godliness with nonchalant...

I need him like i need oxygen,
His very essence keeps me alive,
i thrive upon his attention,
Without him i'd never survive....

Surely the gods must writhe in jealousy!!
As he is above them all....
He amazes me more by the passing hour,
On my knees to him i crawl....

My love for him will never fade,
Despite the passing of suns,
My desire for him grows unbearably,
And our loves hardly but begun.

I'd kill for him, die for him....
rest my head on the chopping block,
I'd bleed for him, scream for him....
And i'd still not be good enough.

if i could aquire the world,
it'd immediately be in his hands,
For he owns my very soul,
like he'll hardly ever understand....


XxXx Lauren Lopez XxXx written June 01, 2010

Till death do us Part

Till Death do us part

I gaze intently into your eyes,
I can feel my sorrow dissipate...
I hold your every word close to my heart,
For every word is still yet more great...

To hear of your love moves my very soul,
out of body...one with you...
To see your smile is to see nirvana,
to watch the rainbow sprinkle every hue...

You've captured my heart in such a way...
The complexity of the method has no words...
my love for you cultivates more deliriously by moment...
Amazing even the gods how it occured...

Your divinity has yet to be matched by a living soul...
Your whisper could calm the wildest of mares...
Your touch could interupt the longest of comas...
Your passion could only intensify the stares...

my heart aches with the fevor it feels for you!!!
a sensation i've never felt so strongly before!!
so strong it's as if i'm dying....
and yet i'm finally living...never felt alive more!!!

My existance depends upon your love for me,
for your the very reason my heart continues to beat....
Yet you're so magnanimous....and so humble...
even being the essence of what makes me complete!!!

It seems even with my most intensive efforts...
I'll never measure to be the goddess you deserve...
For my love, my Evan you merit no less...
But in her place i'll gladly continue to serve...

When the skies one night open...
and the end of my life is near...
My love, My god, My Evan...
I can only hope that your still here...

XxXx Lauren Lopez XxXx written May 31, 2010

The Star Fairy

She was such a fragile little thing,
hands shaking...tear filled eyes,
she was hardly 5 years old...
but in 3 days she was going to die...

her mother tried to keep her composure,
holding back every tear her heart wanted to shed,
her father seemed stone cold,
as if his daughter was already dead.


she approached me with a shaky voice,
asking if i was sure all her wishes would come true...
i lied and said that i did...
this was before i knew...

this little girl hasnt left my mind,
since that night i wondered if shes gone...
then today i saw someone come in...
it was her!! the doctors were wrong!!

I remembered how scared she sounded,
when she wished not to meet Jesus yet,
and there she was 2 weeks past expected death,
with her gaze upon me set.

"Star fairy lady" she said to me,
"Do you remember who i am?"
i told her i did!! i did!!
she smiled and held my hand.

She thanked me for making her wish come true,
and i told her...no it was your goddess strength,
she gave me a kiss on my finger,
and her mother thank me again.

I never will forget that little girl,
who barely escaped death...
even if just by 2 weeks she lives on,
i can finally let go of my breath.

Written: June 12th, 2010 ....Inspired by a very courageous little girl battling cancer of the lungs, heart, blood, bones, and brain.